Starting to think what does it means again. Yes,some would say right now i'm giving my fucked up attitude. But think again. We have been friends for so long and now i received a msg saying sorry for being bestfriends? Ouh so now we're strangers? For all those years we have been like sisters. I put you guys first in everything even my family. I'm just disappointed that when im so stress up with my family, you girls weren't there. I feel so OUTDATED. And yes you girls would come in mind and say that "i can't go out,busy at home,blahblahblah". But thinking that after the outings then you girls would come calling and ask how am i doing and stuff. Am beginning to think that what dad said is always true. Jgn pentingkan kawan. But for some reasons i'm always stubborn. Putting my girls first. But now, all that's left for me is just nothing. Family,Friends just make me feel so left out. Only bf have been listening to all my problems. And i would like to thank him for that. To my friends out there, you know who you are. Im sorry if i treated you guys this way. But for now,just want to be alone.